[ Blade's brows raise as the twofold statement hits him in earnest as he realizes what Sabo means in that moment. But he isn't expecting the weird new tattoo set up? ]
...Taking matters into your own hands.
What's this? You tried to kill yourself and he stopped you?
And if you're looking to fulfill his wish, how exactly do you plan to offer up a sacrifice if you can't kill yourself? How are you sure this will work?
Explain more.
[ Blade's hands are clenched tightly into fists. He...doesn't have much care about his own life. It's true. Though, this week he has started to care more about it - to see if he might truly embrace living. So even if those feelings still dwell in them - look that kind of depression doesn't get whisked away in an instant - it is still shocking to know what would have resulted if he had tried... ]
Edited 2025-04-02 12:23 (UTC)
given sabo's plan, it's a permanent suicide cw for the whole ass thread
[ right. right...from the start. time is of the essence but sabo needs to not sound like a crazed person. ]
Do you remember what I said when I addressed everyone about the Akashic Record? About how Ish has been trying to open it in order to accomplish his goals?
[ sabo is more than aware of All Of the Words that he spoke that day but of all things he talked about, those records were the most important out of everything. ]
That's the key, and my wish is to grant him access to it so that he doesn't have to keep "farming" people—"resources". I've been trying to use my life as "payment" for that since I would never sacrifice anyone here. [ he sighs. ] However, he's forbidden for using wishes for himself so even if I defer my wish to him, it would be meaningless.
[ what goes unsaid is, also, how ish's forbidden for hurting them given the fact that sabo has very clearly offered himself on a platter for ish to mcmurder and he hasn't. ]
But, he doesn't take the moment to affirm, merely allow his silence to speak as an answer, and an awaiting gaze, for the blond to say more.
The Akashic Record did stand out as more important, than anything else indeed. ]
He's rejecting your offer. I thought he didn't care about how anyone's life was spilled in the name of his little 'dance'.
[ ... ]
You have more to say. I'm listening.
[ Blade feels like he hasn't quite reached the point where he can assume much of anything; particularly since this is turning out to be quite a revelation in of itself. Not the portion about farming people; lives or emotions and whatnot being used as fuel seemed like a possibility. ]
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2/2 cw: topic of suicide all around
...Taking matters into your own hands.
What's this? You tried to kill yourself and he stopped you?
And if you're looking to fulfill his wish, how exactly do you plan to offer up a sacrifice if you can't kill yourself? How are you sure this will work?
Explain more.
[ Blade's hands are clenched tightly into fists. He...doesn't have much care about his own life. It's true. Though, this week he has started to care more about it - to see if he might truly embrace living. So even if those feelings still dwell in them - look that kind of depression doesn't get whisked away in an instant - it is still shocking to know what would have resulted if he had tried... ]
given sabo's plan, it's a permanent suicide cw for the whole ass thread
Do you remember what I said when I addressed everyone about the Akashic Record? About how Ish has been trying to open it in order to accomplish his goals?
[ sabo is more than aware of All Of the Words that he spoke that day but of all things he talked about, those records were the most important out of everything. ]
That's the key, and my wish is to grant him access to it so that he doesn't have to keep "farming" people—"resources". I've been trying to use my life as "payment" for that since I would never sacrifice anyone here. [ he sighs. ] However, he's forbidden for using wishes for himself so even if I defer my wish to him, it would be meaningless.
[ what goes unsaid is, also, how ish's forbidden for hurting them given the fact that sabo has very clearly offered himself on a platter for ish to mcmurder and he hasn't. ]
fun times
But, he doesn't take the moment to affirm, merely allow his silence to speak as an answer, and an awaiting gaze, for the blond to say more.
The Akashic Record did stand out as more important, than anything else indeed. ]
He's rejecting your offer. I thought he didn't care about how anyone's life was spilled in the name of his little 'dance'.
[ ... ]
You have more to say. I'm listening.
[ Blade feels like he hasn't quite reached the point where he can assume much of anything; particularly since this is turning out to be quite a revelation in of itself. Not the portion about farming people; lives or emotions and whatnot being used as fuel seemed like a possibility. ]